The Trinity

The brightest white orb, glowing, I couldn't even look directly at it. It was stark white, completely pure with no defects, yet somehow warm, emitting love, knowledge of all things, and secrets that it will never unveil, and a complete peacefulness that no one on earth has ever felt during conciousness. It's the essence of everything, of all existance, and I knew it as I existed in its presence. It could divide itself, into two or three, or probably more if it wanted to, but it didn't. It gave me the realization that every person on this earth has a tiny drop, or piece of it in their chest. We can't see it ourselves, but the orb can. The blazing orb, much brighter than the sun because it created the sun, dripped a tiny dot of itself into every person, into every soul as it entered a body. Even though it kept adding these tiny pieces to each body, it never lost any of its mass. It stayed the same size, no matter if it was one, or two, or three.

Energy cannot be created or destroyed.

That is true, to a certain degree. The orb is what can create or destroy energy, because it is the source of all energy. Trillions to the nth degree of megatons of energy. We don't have numbers big enough to describe how massive it is.

Its uncontainable!! Indescribable!!

The reason our ancestors, even before they knew about God, knew there was a higher power is because that tiny piece of the orb, the energy, is always wanting to go back to God. God is not a man, nor a woman. God is God. God is amazing. God is awesome.

I've been struggling to understand the Trinity for years. Trying to come up with some imagery to explain it, but I never could. Then one night, as I was falling asleep, I saw all this in my head, in my dreams, awake, yet asleep. I awoke with a strange understanding that this is how God is. I also saw that God doesn't send people to hell, they choose it. Hell is simply being without God. The piece of the orb is destroyed instead of being reabsorbed, because that person chose other things over God. The piece of the orb can't come back because it is defected, and the orb is perfect.
The orb is the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.  For ever and ever, Amen.